• 28 / registered nurse / bi / gryffindor / aquarius virgo scorpio
  • been on this hellsite since 2011, my old account was terminated in like 2020 and i wanted to fling myself off a building but i’m still kicking
  • i used to be sookiestjames, ginnyweasley, sabrinaspellman, etc.
  • lots of taylor swift but still multi-fandom, wednesday, photography, poetry, gilmore girls, stranger things, buffy, atla, disney, harry potter, florence pugh, trash ya novels, horror movies, the bold type, charmed, etc.
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RED by Taylor Swift | October 22, 2012
My experiences in love have taught me difficult lessons, especially my experiences with crazy love. The red relationships. The ones that went from zero to a hundred miles per hour and then hit a wall and exploded. And it was awful. And ridiculous. And desperate. And thrilling. And when the dust settled, it was something Id never take back. Because there is something to be said for being young and needing someone so badly, you jump in head first without looking. And theres something to be learned from waiting all day for a train thats never coming. And theres something to be proud of about moving on and realizing that real love shines golden like starlight, and doesnt fade or spontaneously combust. Maybe Ill write a whole album about that kind of love if I ever find it. But this album is about the other kinds of love that Ive recently fallen in and out of. Love that was treacherous, sad, beautiful, and tragic. But most of all, this record is about love that was red.

date someone who is interested in you. i don’t mean someone who thinks you’re cute or funny. i mean someone who wants to know every insignificant detail about you. someone who wants to read every word you write. someone who wants to hear every note of your favourite song, or watch every scene of your favourite movie. someone who wants to find every scar on your body, and learn where they came from. someone who wants to know your favourite brand of toothpaste, and which quotes resonate deep inside your bones when you hear them. there is a difference between attraction and interest. find the person who wants to learn every aspect of who you are.

watching: wednesday
reading: breath of life by clarice lispector
listening to: midnights